I had an era-ending experience, stopping in CD City, used & new media, for their closing sale. I was in need of a glimpse at some particular album art. You know, bigger and more extensive than the 3/4″ square image iTunes or Amazon offers in the top left corner.
CD City used to be called something else, but it’s been so long since I’ve been there that I can’t remember. It’s in this wallflower of a strip mall across from TO High School, which was at one point, no doubt, prime real estate for a used music store. The only shop in the structure that hasn’t changed in the last eight years will deliver pizza while you sit at home looking at something prettier. And now it’s time for CD City to go, big metal racks ($60) and all.
In my Oxy years, I looked forward to family vactions in CA most of all because I might find someone to drive me out to Moby Disc in Woodland Hills. It was an alternative music paradise for a West Texas kid. I could spend days in there, scrutinizing the racks in search of “For Promotional Use Only” tags and anything that looked cool and unfamiliar – bands I’d never heard of and couldn’t wait to sample through those perpetually off-balance, who-knows-what infested headphones, as I held the wire just right for the least amount of crackling.
I learned a lot about pop culture browsing those bins, for as long as my ride could stand to wait. Like where high-hopes surplus goes when a label gives up on it. They needed a dumptruck for the load of Chagall Guevara leftovers. And it was amazing how the M’s expanded after Milli Vanilli’s curtain was pulled back.
This was where I found my music – I didn’t read about it, and rarely heard it on the radio; I deep-bin dove for it. Why buy new when you can adopt? I tried out untested genres and sampled the classics to expand my understanding: “Kind of Blue,” “Love Supreme,” an off-brand Otis Redding concert tape that opened my ears to soul – they all seeped in through those shiny, cracked foam headphones. It was a great place to discover the differences between Mussorgsky, Dvorjak, and Mahler, or the Meat Puppets, the Dead Kennedys, and Bad Brains. Fishbone, Squeeze, Peter Murphy, pre-releases of the Smithereens’ “11” and the first Innocence Mission album. The Smiths’ “Meat Is Murder,” The English Beat’s “I Just Can’t Stop It” and Elvis Costello’s “My Aim Is True.” I found a European print of the Cure’s “Three Imaginary Boys,” with the pictograph track listing, that felt like winning the lottery. I hardly owned a cassette that wasn’t either homemade or had a used price tag stuck to the worn case.
When I came to school out here, I was constantly talking my freshman roommate into driving out to the MD in Santa Monica. Those stores were pretty much the only two places I could navigate in the LA area once I got a car. I had three years worth of used CDs before I had a CD player.
Later, at Famous in Denver, the cd bins surrendered Ani Difranco, Jeff Buckley, Chris Whitley, Sam Phillips, Sean Colvin, the Samples, Phish. Things slowed down a bit in Abilene, although Nil Lara and Iris Dement found me a few doors down from Texadelphia at UT. Last December I noticed that the place I used to browse on Buffalo Gap is already gone.
When I moved back here, I savored a soak at Second Spin (bourgeoise used), but primarily hit this little store in TO. Somehow I had an unlabeled copy of Guster’s “Lost and Gone Forever” (from the $1 bin) months before its release.
Slowly, though, from grad school to marriage, I started to cut those visits shorter and shorter. I think I was starting to narrow down what I liked and didn’t care about. And then came Napster, and Audiogalaxy. Oooh, Audiogalaxy, let me count the ways. No, not love; it was lust. Lars Ulrich and the US government (there’s a comic I’d like to see) probably saved me from drowning in the dionysian flow of kbps that rose in my hard drive like Noah’s flood.
Ahem.
Downloading depends not on a discovery process, but a search criteria. I tell the site what I want to see, and it brings me just that. Even what “other users who bought this title” like doesn’t expand the range much. I don’t have to wade through potential diamonds on the way to what I already like – I can keep the borders tight. Now I read music mags and websites, dependent on somebody else’s filters to at least expand my playlist beyond what I know is out there. Or I can ask my brother and a small circle of aural accountability partners I see now and then.
I scanned the front discs, but I kinda know what’s behind those – the latter days of going-out-of-business dregs – and I’m not looking for that. Against hope, for the sake of tactile nostalgia, I did a two-fingered double-row flip through the S’s checking for what I came to get. Click, click, click, katick. I gave a long eye to the t-shirts, posters, and stickers (for sale and stuck to everything) that they don’t put up anywhere else. I listened as some of the last customers, two men in their 50s wearing buttoned down shirts and ties, were led around by the 30something, black concert t & shorts, scruffy-bearded, tattooed, metal-head employee, in search of Billy Joel and Paul Simon. “At the moment,” he said, “all I have is Simon and Garfunkel.” But the end-times poster board on the door said, “No Buying, No Trading, No Returns.”
A copy of Spin Doctors’ “Homebelly Groove” caught my attention. I can’t find it online. 20% off $5.99 seems like the least I can do.
“Is that gonna do it for you?”
“Yeah. How much longer will you be open?”
“Just till we clear all this stuff out. Five eighteen’s your total. Thanks.”
I felt like I should say something. I paused undecidedly, and we shared a shrugging grin.
“Thank you.”
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